dear glowing orb,
jenn... sleep?? never. not anymore. well lately things have been okay. i guess. i think. maybe im not sure. well i think they have. work is good. but i feel like i have been not getting oh so many hours. but i hope that will change when starbucks opens. *crosses fingers* boyfriend is good. doing little things for me. which is good. friends are being pretty good right now. its just that i dont know i dont feel like me? i dont know if that makes sense. i like who i am. and i like who i hang out with. but sometimes it doesn't feel like me. there. with the people. lately i have found myself in deep thought about things i thought that would never phase me. and i just kinda go "huh?" to it all. but i dont know. just thoughts and nothing more. today i slept till really really late. and did a whole bunch of junk. it sometimes feels like i dont know anymore. but i do feel phased. and my nose is twitching right now and it feels really weird. that has never happened before. senior photos later today.. i dont know what i should wear.. what i should bring. if i am supposed to bring anything. i know that i will most likely be calling someone later today to find out what they are doing for that. maybe i can't sleep cos i had this sobe drink.. it had to do with superman and i thought it would be neat. i dont know i only drank a bit of it. i just wasn't in the mood when i was drinking it earlier. i think i may have found a new passion. i want to go to work. work is fun. i found out that H-E-B doesn't close till one in the morning. i didn't know that. but now i do. that's pretty neat. i thought they like closed waaay earlier than that. i finally got my car back. after its repainting. i feel like cleaning it out now. and just making it look nice. i love my car its awesome. i cant find something that i need. and i feel torn. i have a new layout on myspace. its promoting snakes on a plane. i guess im kinda whore-ing myself to it. i'd rather whore myself to clerks 2 cos that movie was really awesome. and i dont know how much i'll like snakes on a plane. but i do like my profile song on myspace. yeah and its gonna stay there for a while. video games sound like fun right now. but i think my leg might be asleeping. shhhh! you dont want to wake it. maybe i should take it to bed. night night